i started 2019 by cutting
because im a hopeless girl
lost in the complexities
of the human world
hey guys. Trying not to cry right now. I promised myself 2019 would be a better year but yesterday I kept making people upset. I’m such a shitty person and I can’t do this anymore. I’m scared. So so so scared. The cuts on my wrists are stinging, a fresh reminder of the disaster that I am.
I hope you all started 2019 better than I did.
love you all,
your scared and desperate poet,