i started 2019 by cutting

because im a hopeless girl

lost in the complexities

of the human world



hey guys. Trying not to cry right now. I promised myself 2019 would be a better year but yesterday I kept making people upset. I’m such a shitty person and I can’t do this anymore. I’m scared. So so so scared. The cuts on my wrists are stinging, a fresh reminder of the disaster that I am.

I hope you all started 2019 better than I did.


love you all,

your scared and desperate poet,



15 thoughts on “Cuts

  1. I’m really sorry to read this.
    It might not be helpful right now, but try and remember that other people are responsible for their own feelings. Not you. As long as you don’t try to intentionally hurt them, they should be fine, and not put their burden of feelings on you.
    It’s just the first day. You still have 364 days to make it better 🙂

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  2. When I was a teen I used to cut. Back then it wasn’t a talked about thing. I couldn’t make sense of it but I knew I was unhappy. I fell in love, and through his eyes, I learned to love myself. Accepting my differences and dealing with my pain helped me move on from self harm. I hope for 2019, you find what you need so you can stop xxx (wished with love & not judging) xxx

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