Our Love was Nothing but a Joke to You

It all started by sending jokes,

Laughing at our terrible sense of humour,

For her it stopped,

But for me,

I began to fall in love.

 

I stressed about what to send her,

My style of text,

My language used,

I didn’t want to seem fake,

I was in love,

You see, first opinions matter.

 

The other day the messages stopped,

I waited for hours,

Tapping at my phone,

Impatiently,

It seemed my love had withered,

And died.

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I wish I could give my life

 

i wish I could give my life,

to someone who deserves it,

but it doesnt work that way,

life sucks but it is okay.

 

 

heyy feeling a bit more unstable at the moment. I couldn’t sleep last night, the voices were chattering in my head again. The cuts on my ankles are growing and I feel myself collapsing in on myself. But I am okay.

love you all,

you heavy burdened poet,

xx

Breakfast

Sometimes I skip breakfast,

It is better to feel pain,

Then to feel nothing at all.

 

heyyyyyyyy. Unfortunately, still in a rough place, a friend close to me is going through a lot of shitty stuff but won’t tell anyone the full story.  Putting a lot of pressure on everyone at the moment. A quick thought for her: May you stay strong and not forget how to fight. Thanks.

love you all,

your stressed poet,

xx